Hopeless

Usually, I'm not that kind of girl who thinks too much about what happened in my country or in this world, anything about politics, war, or crisis. Yeah.. Something like that. I believe, that all of us have our own duty, our own job, our own responsibility.
Then if we do our best in our profession and do our own duty without care too much about or disturbing other’s business, everything will be OK. This world will be just fine. In other word, I was still optimistic that Indonesia still has a chance to get up and show its best to the world! No matter how much problems we have.

But I was starting feel restless when the first big blast happened in Bali, last year. I began hopeless when the wars (US vs. Iraq and Aceh) started, there’s nothing good about war, isn’t it?.
And now I'm really hopeless. About what happened 2 days ago. When a bomb blasted JW Marriott Hotel Jakarta.
Do we still have a chance to have a bright future? Forgive me for being hopeless and pessimist now. I just can’t help it.

I feel so sorry to all of people who lost their family/relatives on that tragedy, may God give you strength. And may all of the dead victims will rest in peace. Amen.